Longing For Reason.

Some reason..I do want him back. And in not going to sit by while he develops more feelings for this girl. I don’t want my chance to fly out the window and be gone forever. He was a huge part of my life. I regret letting him go, and yes, chances are, he’s going to stay with her, and say no to me. But how will I ever know, if I don’t ever try? But still..I have to think about if I even want to give the letter to him. I could just be confused about my feelings. This is going to be a long day.