Longing For Reason.

Sometimes I think I’ll really get through this and that everything will be fine. But other times, all I can think about is how I want him back. Like, if he doesn’t text me back right away, I go into psychotic ex girlfriend mode and freak out. But then he texts me back and I’m okay again. He just haaaad to get that damn girlfriend. I was completely fine and happy, then he is with her and it’s like reality punched me in the face, and now I feel like I made a huge mistake.

ughh, have you ever said, or done something, something, you kinda regret saying, but you knew that it had to be said and you were not a wrong? But then did you start to feel like complete shit because you can’t take it back?
I hate my life.